Things always seem to happen to me in threes. Two days ago and yesterday I got spider bites in three separate places on my legs and one welted up today in a huge way needing ice and homeopathic Apis Mellifica…to keep the allergic reaction at bay. I looked up what the spider means again. The feminine Creatrix, weaving her web, linking the past to the future. Infinity signs are found on the black widow’s 2 ovals and I drew the infinity sign on my sleepshirts. Everything I do now is weaving what I will encounter in the future. Most spiders are poisonous. I almost feel like a condor, an animal who has taken in and handled so many poisons, her body almost feels impervious to the the venom anymore, even though it is apparent. and at times scary. Mystics believe the spider has three predominant expressions of magic: creation, assertiveness and the spiral. Does the spiral indicate a slide from death to rebirth to death again?..Because it is associated with the lunar cycle it reminds me to have more balance and polarity in all aspects of life so that creativity is stimulated. CONTRAST AGAIN! Spiders combine gentleness and strength, walking the tight rope, weaving dreams and imaginings into reality. Spiders prompted me to write so there must be an aspect I have with this animal totem that resonates…