Christmas Day, 2025, on a sunny beach in Mexico…there are too many loud noises for my nerves at this time. Dogs barking all afternoon, kids screaming in the pools, waves hitting the shore, three types of music blaring from three places. It is like the email of today…too many sales pitches! I just erase them all now. I’m so tired of people. People who make things complicated for others. People who can’t believe one wants to help without anything in return. People who can not trust. And those who let others down because their trust has been broken over and over.
I’m tired of being the enthusiastic one. The inclusionary one. I don’t like the feeling of being left out so why would I do that to someone? I have good reasons to in some cases, like self-defence. I’m tired of detoxing. It’s literally been 18 years of it. Is this why I am alive? Or am I more and more mindful; knowing what I can control and what I cannot? I know when I’m out of control and I take immediate steps to seek my own advice…walk it off, splash, swim, sunbathe, ground in the sand. In frustration and anger, I almost took it out on my constantly yelping cat who just wanted to go outside…but I didn’t…I went outside instead to calm down. My nerves are freyed, like yours?
We are under attack ladies! They are killing our men so they cannot protect us! I have lost 4 men in 7 months due to that pinche vax. What are the statistics of THAT happening in one family? Disgust, putting two and two together, knowing the medical system, we should be filing lawsuits to seek justice from these designers of chaos, hardship and suffering. But I would not be able to spend one more second in their matrix of justice, in their killing fields, in their illustions. God did not design life to be this way!
The excitement of Christmas brings screams of joy, giggles, and sometimes screams of imagined fear in a pool where your mom is playing shark with you…Quit TEACHING fear to your children. They are more afraid of NATURE that they are of the concrete jungle. People are crying at nature dying before one’s eyes. Like it is the first time? I know I taught the cycle of life in grade 3 whereby one animal perishes in order to be the sustainance of another. God knows what he is doing! It’s MAN who almost has ruined nature…we all just need to calm down, don’t sweat the small stuff and co-habitate in mindfulness and joy. Enough grief! Enough is enough! Let’s enjoy what is left of our lives! Who is with me?